The Beginning

Shortly after 9/11, i sent an email to Fox News, CNN and Greg Ganske alleging that 9/11 was a conspiracy and that Jesus was coming to get the bad guys. At the time, my belief in God was more religious than spiritual. The threat about Jesus was something i'd believed throughout my life, but really i said it trying to scare the media/politics into acknowledging wrong, and encouraging them to hang the perpetrators out to dry. I didn't realize that for the most part, media and politics didn't take Jesus as serious as i did. The end result of the email - was that people on Television started making fun of me, making veiled threats and threatening to black mail me for things past. I remember when Saturday Night Live did a skit about me. The skit seemed to have information from when i was living in Phoenix, on a very bad path. I had put together that i was under surveillance in Phoenix, but hadn't really realized the magnitude of it. As far as the definition of 'bad path', i'll wait to elaborate on it. I promise i will, but not for some time. I'd rather force those who are going to persecute me for writing this to persecute me for things i write HERE instead of reaching into my private life for what they already know, things that are IN THE PAST. If someone alleges i've done something prior to my writing it HERE it will validate my conspiracy theory that someone has been watching me for a while, years and years, and harassing me when i say things they don't like.

Although I'm partially ashamed/embarrassed of some of the things i put in that fateful email, i'm mostly glad i sent it because of what the response to it has shown me about America and the World and How things really work here. At some point i will post the actual email i sent, and try to remember the wording i used in the subject line. Perhaps i deserved some of what THEY put me through, but it's what i've learned since that i'd like to share with EVERYONE on the planet.

I want to ensure that you understand i've some things in my past, and those things are distasteful, mainly drug and sex addictions. Stuff that while not all that uncommon, is so embarassing and even though i've never intentionally hurt a living soul - my past is very embarassing. At the very least, that past will make this interesting as it comes out to those who wouldn't read this otherwise. And i WILL be discussing ALL of it, even where i'm wrong. And when the time comes, if it comes - I will happily submit to Lie Dectector [even if i'm crazy, it will at least demonstrate that i witnessed these events], Hair Sample, Blood Sample, Brainscan, DNA Sample, Fingerprints, urine sample etc, etc, etc, anything it takes to demonstrate to YOU that i'm right about some of these things and my perceptions are in tact. They will be trying to demonstrate that i'm crazy, this has been going on for over 7 years now. I've contacted FBI, Local Police, Local Media, Fox, NBC, County Attorney, County Board, ACLU, Lawyers and others. County Board of Sups first threatened my by saying this will be on Cable TV and THEY are going to see it, then asked if i'd seen a Psychiatric Professional. I responded no, do you want to see my arguments and eveidence? They said no, not interested, have i seen a psychiatrist? Hopefully this will interest some of you.